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Monday, August 10, 2009

Life hasn't exactly been a barrel of laughs lately


考试越来越近了。。终于开始懂得怕了。。也终于开车了。。。~~~~

现在最重要是一定要供好我的bio和English...一定要score A ...一定要。。还有2科math呢???haih ~~没信心~~~B就好了~~~~ 但我还会努力的。。尽量fight到A拉。。就尽量就好了。~~~ :(

anyway , this examination is too important to me nd to my future,the certificate is too important , i must study hard even though how i don like to study anymore ... or else , i must regret if i get the bad result next year ... it will be nothing to be sad , cry with no more tears ... yup !!!

now i have started to be afraid , i scared of the comin of the examiantion , i scare of that sux teacher, i scare of i will dissapointed my parents as for them,ima hardworking girl , they wont worry bout me , bout my study , coz they thought i will handle by myself very well ... but in fact, i had became a lazier lately...

thats not the real of me !!! how come i had became worst??? is that the real of me ??? im begining to be hesitated ... b4 in the past, i was always take good care on my academics , but now ??? oh my godness .... i had became a super lazier nd like an idiot !!!
im starting to hate myself, nd put the blame on me !!! why im so lazy, i gotta kill myself !!! god damn !!!! pls ... come on .. take serious ok , yumie ???? now , i dare not to make any promision ... i scare that i couldnt fulfil wot i said .. ...


so ... yumie ~~ GamBatTeh Kudasai !!!!!!!!!!!

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